26.11.05

in my insomnia last night, my mind excreted a lengthy diarrhoea of thoughts, which was extremely excruciating because one half of my brain was trying to get some rest before my exam paper this morning, but the other half just refused to cooperate.

reflecting on the past month, there were days when i would sleep for fourteen hours in a row, and still feel like i havent slept a wink; and days when i could bury my head in my books for fourteen hours straight without a blink.

the extremities of human capacity.

reflecting on the past year, i realised that i have wasted four months of my youth calling up strangers and trying to persuade them to endorse a product that i dont even believe in; another two months bumping around; one month away in orientation and post-orientation euphoria; and the last four months feeling lost in school.

youth is indeed wasted on the young.

reflecting on my life in general, i feel that i have been confused for a long time. and im still running on the same line because i just cant decide where i should stand.

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