18.4.06

i hate making mistakes.

not because i dislike getting something wrong, or i like being right all the time, but because i know i would not be able to stop brooding over it. it is like a chain reaction that sets off hours later, when the thoughts take on an intrusive form. the scene would keep replaying in my mind, and i would begin to lose focus in whatever i am doing, and my plans become disrupted.

it is acceptable to make mistakes when we are inexperienced, or when we dont know what to do; but what if we went ahead with the mistake knowing the answers all along.

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