have you ever noticed that sometimes, things can still be miraculously done even though some people didnt exactly do their job.
this is going to be an honest but bitter post, but right now, venting my frustrations is more important than the consequences of expressing them. recently, ive been asking myself whats the point of having so many people in a committee when many of them are inert and i just end up tying up the loose ends anyway. i dont mind doing extra and helping other people if theyre busy or are unable to cope, but what irks me is that some people are just completely unapologetic, and they take it for granted that ill be there to do what they cant or wont finish. im not sure if im right, but perhaps they took up the responsibility as a personal favour for me, and hence when they dont complete the job, they dont see why they should feel bad or guilty over it. but if i'd known thats the help i was going to get, i would have rather not asked for it, because we are just making life difficult for both of us.
well, but i dug my own grave, and now i remember the voice that told me, that there are no permanent allies, only permanent interests.
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