today, because i felt depressed, disappointed and desolated, i said some rather nasty things on impulse. but precisely because i became nasty, some people began to take me seriously too.
so being mean isnt always a bad thing after all.
somehow, i feel that ive lost much of the drive and energy that i used to exude a year ago. im not sure if this is a sign of aging, but it'll be sad to know if i had already past my peak.
i was one step away from raising the white flag.
it was so close, so close.
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