to be honest,
even though i do enjoy the nature of my work, but i just cannot imagine doing the same thing for the rest of my life. in fact i cant imagine myself doing anything for the next forty years. in time to come, i will have to enter a tunnel, and i just cannot picture myself coming out of the tunnel because the end seems to be light years away. i dont embrace adulthood, i dont want to grow up, and i cannot bear to see myself age or my skin wrinkle. and most importantly, i cannot bear to leave behind all the fun that will pass with my youth. teach me how to grow up and grow out of myself.
because i feel like a child, refusing to step out of the playhouse.
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