been doing a bit of soul-searching recently - part of me has flown away for a while.
as usual, i try to find the answers in dramas, in songs, in books, in people, but they always shrug me off or stare point-blank at me. they beat around the bush, make me dance in a circle before throwing me back into reality, the fallen paradise.
i get this funny feeling once in a while, almost on a regular basis, and usually when i meet a stumbling block. but i always snap out of it somehow, even without working it through. i can't work it through. i dont even know what the question is. i have no leads or clue, and i sniff out useless details all the time without making a real connection. i feel like i am living in somebody else's skin.
and for this, i am thankful that i will be going away soon for three weeks. and i pray that i can do better than to write a few random, broken lines for my last exam tomorrow.
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