with everyday of my week packed once again. my social life is bouncing back, and in two weeks' time, i would be up on my feet and ready to work in the field again.
on a side note, i have decided to take my dirty laundry elsewhere.
of late, different parts of me have converged, to my dismay. so i think i need to draw the line again. if i separate the good and the ugly parts of myself, it makes it easier for others. if i compartmentalise my life, it makes it easier for me.
this place will still remain. but it will be probably less private, and you will probably hear less of me. i hope you won't be able to find me, and even if you do, i hope you would never identify me, or confront me. friends, acquaintances or strangers, i appreciate all the concern you've showered me. but a public space does not give me a sense of security anymore. using a site tracker is like using a magnifying glass to examine a cell. you can only imagine what's there, who's there.
over here, sometimes i feel like i am under scrutiny. sometimes, i am too afraid to be honest and practise too much self-censorship. maybe i am paranoid, but it has happened once, it can happen again. i just don't want it to be my employer, or somebody who has a hold of my future.
i may not write well, but i still love writing so i will continue to jot my thoughts here. so till then, thank you for taking an interest in my life. (:
1 comment:
yeah... that's the question i always have for blogger friends... oh wells. it was fantastically great while it lasted... will definitely miss you.
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