from miscalculation to best decision!

just two nights ago, i was lamenting over my poor (or lack of) ability to say no.

because i find it terribly hard to reject certain people under certain circumstances, i made myself a victim of a smooth talker and unintentional peer pressure - together with my friend, we committed ourselves to 12 months of yoga classes and expensive indulgence.

given my tight financial situation, i went home brooding over my miscalculated move and losing some sleep over it. but 12 hours later, i woke up.

as in i really woke up from my sloth, my ill discipline, and my downward spiral. i started missing those days when i had everything under control - my weight, my grades, my diet, my tight schedule, my finances, and my social life. then i realised the solution is not to be a mannequin and let circumstances take over me. instead, i should be in control of my circumstances.

and i began to think that the package is probably the best decision i've made in a long time. what i needed to do was simply to start introducing some discipline into my life again. some workout, some diet, some routine, some activities to keep me occupied, some excitement to keep my heart palpitating, some anesthesia to numb my mind for the next one year.

so in a nutshell, i have bounced back! and the best way to conclude a happy entry, is to post a happy song: