24.2.06

thank you for all your lovely messages, calls, and well-wishes on the blog.

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i wish they could just stop telling me what to do.

it makes me feel inadequate - which i am anyway.

i have always believed that we can accomplish anything as long as we keep giving our best and we keep telling ourselves that we can. however at this point of my life now, im beginning to realise my own limits and that it isnt always 'mind over body'. as much as i want to help out at times, there is only so little that i can offer the people around me. as much as i want to bury myself in work all the time, i realise that i cannot keep running away and i desperately need some time to myself. as much as i want to throw aside my books and concentrate on all my projects, i realise that i still have tests to sit for, tutorials to attend and term essays to submit.

i need so much more strength and energy that i just cannot gather from within myself alone.

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