4.4.06

i dont know when it started.

ive never had any problems with that before. i have been through countless afternoons at home keeping myself occupied with work or television. i have slept through nights alone, with the music on and the occasional footsteps along my corridor. and now, i cannot identify what im afraid of. i just know that regardless of the time of the day, when im alone, and when its dark and stormy,

an inexplicable sense of fear and panic will strike me.

i am so scared. i cannot run - there is nowhere i can run to, and no one.

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