liar, liar, pants on fire.

honesty requires reciprocity.

blog surfing makes me want to be anybody but myself.

even though i hate being mediocre to others, i hate being mediocre to my previous self most.

your lack of faith in me, has made me lost faith in you too.

its funny how people always fit perfectly into this dichotomy when you go to them for help - with one group being able to help but doesnt want to; and another group wanting to help but cant.

and just like how all roads lead to Rome,
they nevertheless lead to the same outcome.

if every bubble contains a dose of delight and anticipation, i must be erupting in effervescence.

with so many exciting things coming after my exams, and so many faces to look forward to seeing this holiday, it is no wonder why i cant help but feel all the elation pouring infinitely out of my joyous heart.

and this inflated sense of hope should be adequate to cushion me from any setback for the time being. (:

ive always loved and embraced challenges.

i welcome them as the best opportunities to push myself to my limits, to stretch my potential, and to grow through the difficulties and crises along the way. challenges remove us from our comfort zones and force us to explore on unfamiliar grounds. challenges do not guarantee us success, but the lessons learnt and the experience gained compensate us for the mistakes we make.

but sometimes, if you take on too many challenges, they become a torture.

during exams, i morph into an antithesis of my usual self.

i love to be alone. i sleep before 2am and get up before 9am. i take my breakfast faithfully every morning (as long as time permits). ive already abstained from msn. and ive stopped wasting time in school doing non-constructive things. i motivate myself through guilt. i stick to my daily schedule fervently. i only use the internet to check my email, and sometimes i even save myself the trouble by checking it on my phone instead. and i binge on cartoons excessively.

back to more spongebob now! (:

disclaimers:

1. i may be critical towards some people/pertaining certain issues, but i will only share my criticisms with people whom i believe are like-minded, or people who instigate me into thinking that they share the same sentiments.


2. i may not like somebody, but that doesnt mean i must treat him/her badly i.e. i can still be nice to the person when he/she is to me.

that aside, i had a revelation from one of the guest speakers that day. he said, 'if you dont need me, i probably dont need you either.'

when you stop caring, life becomes easier.

they were so adorable that i couldnt resist lining them up in a row for a photograph. (: